CONFUSED

Sometimes I really hate the moment 

when you two came to my live 

because now it's a constant 'I don't know what to do' 

and don't know if you like me

or most important what I feel for you.

 You tell me sweet things

but I don't know if they are real or not

 if you're really thinking of me

or if it's just a game. 

And you, yeah the one that don't talk to me now 

showed me your sweet side that I didn't saw with anybody else.

And friends insinuate me that you're thinking of me.

But if that's true why you didn't say anything? 

I did never thought this would happen to me,

this fucking confusing thing 

that is really scaring me 

because I don't know who am I anymore

and I don't know what I want

I don't know if I want you to want me 

and I hate the fact that nothing is clear now 

I want to know the truth 

I need to clear my mind and my heart

and I need it now 

because every fucking hour 

I can't concentrate on what I'm doing

just because I'm distracted by thought about this. 

Or maybe ..I'm just imagining things that don't exist.

 How can I love if I'm too afraid of that,

I'm too afraid to fall

I'm too afraid to kiss and be kissed.

And everybody is pressuring me

and make me doubt

I do really want it

or it's just everybody pressure 

making me thinking stupid things?